well before i go i want to say few words why i did and wht the truth..if u guys believe its upto u..
Well i really love her truly....bcoz of her i have to hear a lott of bad words from mike...it doesnt mean if he scold i should scold..
he dont know wht is right and wht is wrong...usse akal nahi hai.....jo kyu gaali dhu kisi ko akla hi nahi hai.....
I broke up wit kamini bcoz of my mental tension at work....few days back on msn v used to fight bcoz of that mental tension i go fired from my job
mean i fight wit my manger.....i have to request to my higher official regarding this...so i gained back my job....i dont want to be a head for me no more..
I need a job to live my life....i dont want anything beside this so i left kamini so i can be free from mental tension.....becoz of my work salary my parents live....if i loose job its hard to get a job here in hyderabad....u know india population its hard to find a job bcoz of compitition....Every day i used to wake up so early to talk wit kamini i used to sleep everday only 4 to 6hrs to sleep daily only 6hrs its not enough for me...bcoz of this i was lazy at work....if i dont come online at one day kamini get mad on me....but i always tried to wake up early and talk to her...if she wont come online i understood she was busy at work.....there should be understanding........
well i like to talk kamini alone but she is busy on chakpak i know she love chakpak a lottt ...but i feel like to talk alone...there r some situation kamini used to say wait when she was online ...i used wait ....for an hr .....its to horrible bcoz i wake up ealry for her .....i am not a fool to sit alone to wait instead of sleeping.......i faced horrible days without sleeping properly and my health i didnt say that i am not feeling good....
Its very hard to stay at work without proper sleep but i did these many days for kamini and i always think that why cant i do for kamini she me love me alottt.....i am not a rich guys who can sit at home and depend on parents and also i am not in usa or arab states...i am just a simple guy....i always want to share my love and afraid of making enemies.....
can u guys say i am in india and kamini is in usa is it possible that i can marry her....can anyone answer this....its takes me a many yrs to earn that much of money and settle in usa.....its not so easy to live....i thought after marriage kamini may live wit me..but she dont want to live in india....and she dont know that she can come india or not..can it be possible....well suppose i wont broke up wit kamini can any one say that v both can be together in future and v marry in future..just think practically can it will be happen..any couple in this chakpak site have they met in real life..have they even talk on phone .......well kamini cant come to india and i cant go to usa ......how can kamini says that she is an indian who lives in usa....and blame about indian guys.....is any meaning in this....
well u guys r small age till in school and college....well u will know when u come to my age....proposing to girl or boy its vey easy....but to maintain tis very hard....and to live as a life partners its very hard tooo...well think practically...one thing i can say if kamini is here in india sure i would have marry her at any cost....but she cant come to india atleast nor i can go to usa....i still love her doesnt mean i broke up for ever.........
U guys r here to have fun and entertainment and spend time.....
this is wht i wanna say if u think its silly i dont care.....but it is fact.....not only this i have many things ......but i am tired to make my self good
i blamed myself bcoz i love kamini truly and i dont want any one saying bad.....kamini used mike to scol me mike misused my pics and said abd to my pics..well shall i do the same thing can i missuse the kamini pics and say bad to her.....shall i do.....i said bad to suzzi bocoz she involved me so i did....i never said bad to her..then why involved me in my personal matter......
these many days all said jeeju like sana melzi sanjana shafa lolo arij and many where r u now wht happen ur love to me..where it gone i showed to u all how i look....but did ur kamini showed ur pic to u guys....just u talk wit her but u guys really talk her in real life.....and partha he said i am awesome good where he is gone now and debo where r u now before u used to say best bro....wht happen now....can u say that suzzi can marry partha can u promise well guys u cant say u dont where u will be in future..think practically.....debo and sanjana broke up where r they now...why u guys didnt say bad to them...debo also did same thing wht i did he too left sanjana.......but sanjana didnt made a diss like kamini did for me.....
Kamini never promised me that she will marry me...she always talk her side only and she didnt cared about me.....she say this that bla bla...well she scolded me bad words many time i was hear and kept quite....can any one hear like this if ur bf or gf says,,,,,i waited these many days that she may change..now u guys wont realise....bcoz u believe kamini....i introduced kamini ...i am the older than kamini one one know who is she before.....well she dont know when is my bday and sorri kamini u said wrong v loved for 6 months not 4 months and also dont know how many months v love and wht date u proposed me....and u sayd that u love me.....hmmmm....
jo mujhe bure nazar s dhekthe hai usse bura hi lagtha hai for example mike.....he dont know how to talk..jo uske parents bahut rich hai...
ek baar bahar jao aur khud dhundo kaam bina recommendation se jab patha chalega wht is life and how hard to get a job....jo maa baap kama rahe hai aur aap log jee rahe hai........
mujhe bhi bahit gussa a raha hai mike pe but i am helpless i didnt wrong to kamini i know...but there will be atleast 10% wrong in kamini also.....
she said byee to me....but i beg her to talk to me.....in my situation i said byee to her but she insulted me......how much pain i am feeling when she said byee to me..before i said byee to her.......
that all guys if wanna believe or not its ur wish.....if u think kamini is right ok i wont mind .......
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